Written Thoughts

I wanna draw so bad but like yeah no ideas

Just failed a physics test in school, now I'm angry af

I'm so tired all the time, put a damn end to it already

My outlook on life is incredibly pessimistic, as I believe that constant serenity for human beings is virtually impossible to achieve because everything is balanced. For a certain amount of good, a certain amount of evil happens. Often, evil happens to the good, and good to those who do harm. Fortune goes to the evil, and everything else to those who are kind and altruistic. Furthermore, my immense empathy, which all those who do not possess it call a gift, is actually my greatest curse as I suffer from the pain of others. As if the universe, God, or any higher force that exists, had decreed that some people should serve as containers in which most suffering is stored, to lighten the majority. Reason WHY FEW are empathetic and MANY are not. Empaths suffer from all the evil that exists, others only from their own. This might sound terribly n arcisistic or egotistical but I honestly think so, I guess how you'll take this is on you.

I wanna go home so bad

Scared again

I need to sleep-

My parents are yelling. Stop. Shut the fuck up.

Make it end

So tired but just can't get myself to sleep

Take me to the mountains, it's unbearable

omg it's raining I'm so happy

Why do I always have to feel any emotions so much boosted compared to other people that I just burst out crying in the middle of public spaces... Being neurodivergent is the worst thing ever I ain't arguing with anyone about it

lowkey having a mental breakdown in the theater... not good

I wish I could go to class drunk so I wouldn't be in pain for 5 consecutive hours

Can I just like... function?? Normally?? No?? Ok I guess

I feel sick I'm going back to sleep

so sleepy- gotta sleep- 3:25am- HELP

so sleepy but so don't wanna sleep

So upset I can't get myself to do anything

I'm deadass cooked

So overwhelmed I could die

Everyone strting their cool new summer and then there's me

Burnout... total... burnout... help

I'm so fucking sick of driving

Why can't I do stuff that everyone does like it's normal

Bresaola is hurting my stomach... if so yummy why so pain...

I'll go on a literal full rage rn

I'm fucking done

Y’all I literally cannot bare the thought of going to uni today I should basically leave now but I don’t want to- I’m not even ready to go out yet I should get dressed and fix my hair at least Eughhh

i'm gonna fucking lose it istg right now

Take me tf away from uni rn

I'm so upset I don't wanna do anything anymore today...

I need to sleep fr (it's 4AM) been drawing for 5 hours-

uni today... someone k1ll me

I'm literally so mad I'm so sick of being financially dipendent I genuinely can't anymore I'm fucking 20 years old and I'm still wasting my fucking time studying and being bad at university instead of making myself a fucking life I'm failing everything, I skipped all my classes lying to my parents about it and now I'm risking not to be admitted to half of my exams for this first year hence I'll probably have to give too many exams next year and I'll end up having to major in 4 years instead of 3 Even 5 if I pull the same shit next year because shit is not gonna fucking change I do not wanna fucking do this - I want to get a fucking job and get a fucking life, I'm sick of being unable to do anything I fucking want I'm so fucking sick I'm so angry I could cry in the middle of the shop rn

Plz make me stop being so sleepy I hate it

I wanna draw so bad but I get nausea in the car

Why am I trembling sm, tachycardia incoming?? Help-/hj

Waking up early in the morning makes me want to die istg

great, I missed the goddamn bus